ख्वाहिश.... (#aspire #loveforever #amour )

Tears, they flow from our eyes but come from heart and never from brain!! We, love playing with feelings, our own feelings, somebody else's feelings but we play with them all the time. I never knew that I could be so much in pain and yet so much in love. Yvonne Woon once wrote, time seemed to stand still around me; the mornings just as cloudy and dark as the evenings, as if the sun had never decided to rise. There is no wind, like the world is holding its breath along with me, waiting for him to return.” And this sound so true to me all the time, like its happening with me.

"I love you, you whispered in my ear..." but sometimes it feels that I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn't have.

Down Memory Lane, Year 2002,Jal Mahal, Jaipur, Rajasthan

 

"जाने क्यों तुमसे मिलने की, आशा है,

विश्वास नहीं है

जीवन की निस्तब्ध निशा में, अस्त हुआ दिन का कोलाहल

नीरवता में बदल चुकी है, यौवन के सागर की हलचल ,

मेरे जीवन के उपवन में, पतझर है, मधुमास नहीं है

जाने क्यों तुमसे मिलने की, आशा है,

विश्वास नहीं है

रूप कटोरों में भर भर कर, सुरभि सुरा के पीने वाले

और बहुत हैं उन्हें पिला दो, जो युग युग से अब तक प्यासे

मुझको सुरापान करने का, अनुभव है, अभ्यास नहीं है

जाने क्यों तुमसे मिलने की, आशा है,

विश्वास नहीं है...."

 

Translation: 

 

I don't know, why I am always 

hopeful to see you,

though I know it won't happen

In the dull moment of life

Whilst the day has come to an end

 The ocean of youth has silenced

In the yard of my life

There's always autumn, 

never a period of love

I don't know, why I am always 

hopeful to see you,

though I don't believe it

All who drink the aromatic liquor

Give it to'em

Who are thirsty for centuries

I have experience to drink but

I have not practiced it

I don't know, why I am always 

hopeful to see you,

though I don't believe it..."