तेरी निकम्मी बातें ....(#nonsensicaltalks, #crazytalks #crazylove)

Long back, once a Psychiatrist friend told me, I was crazy; and all I could think was, I wanted a second opinion. Life is full of crazy ideas, crazy feelings, crazy friends, crazy moments, crazy talks. Sometimes these crazy talks are all one is left with.

I can't make out who I hate more, you for walking away or myself for still loving you. Love is so crazy and annoying and so frustrating but it is one of the thing to keep people going, to live, to have hope in life, to trust, to have #crazyfriends.

Sometimes i think, you are a loser and sometimes a lover, sometimes you are wonderful and sometimes you are not. Sometimes I date you and sometimes I hate you #crazylove 

So you decided to walk away because you thought we were over, but we were not, we won't ever. If you think not talking to me will shield off your feelings for me, you are wrong, I tried that and there wasn't a day that went by where I was not wishing it were our nonsensical talks, we being together #crazytalks.

#crazyfriends #crazylove #crazytalks #crazylife

Pic credit: Man in life, Location: Home, Period: Year 2003

"जब से मुझको ज्ञात हुआ

तुझ नकचढ़े से प्यार हुआ

उन निरि निकम्मी बातों में

अलग नशे का खुमार हुआ

नींद चैन सब चला गया

तेरी भोली सी बातों में

हर वक़्त खोयी रहती हूँ

जहाँ नहीं तू

वहां भी तुझको देखा करती हूँ

सुन लो तुम सब ऐ दुनिया वालों

मेरे अंदर कुछ जाग उठा है

वो जैसा है, जो भी है

पास है या फिर नहीं भी है

उसको सोचने भर से

एक ख़ुशी सी होने लगती है

सरगम के सात सुरों सी

हवा महकने लगती है

जानती हूँ

न होगा अब कभी दीदार तेरा

है इंतज़ार करना बेकार तेरा

जाने क्यों तुझ से दिल लगाए बैठी हूँ

दिल की वीरान दुनिया में

एक दीप जलाये बैठी हूँ

काली वीरान रातों में

तेरी निकम्मी बातों को

आज भी सीने से लगाए बैठी हूँ..."

 

Translation:

"Since the time, I realized

I am in love with finicky you

But those nonsensical talks

were no less than addiction

I am at loss of sleep and peace of mind

Always lost in your naive thoughts

I see you where you are not

I feel you everywhere

Its for you'll to know

I am awake

I am in love

Whoever he is

However he is

Near or far

When I think of him

I feel happiness all around

Wind is all so aromatic, when it blows

Just like a musical note 

I know,

You won't show up ever again

It's not worthy to wait

I don't know

Why I am still in love with you 

My heart is deserted

Still your love is lit 

Deep inside my broken heart

In such dark, lonely nights

Only thing close to my heart are

 your nonsensical talks..."