Sunday, August 16, 2020

अनजान...!! (Unknown...!!!)

 Love ceases to be a pleasure, only when it ceases to be a secret...!!!

Many believes in that, I am one of them. You are not a stranger to me but you are an unknown. I love you as certain dark things to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. May our love be modern enough to survive the times and old fashioned enough to last forever.

It's a fact that all of us have our own share of difficulties in life, but the difficulties of life are intended to make us a better person, not bitter. I always believed that meeting you was fate, became friends by choice but falling in love with you, I had no control over.

People are supposed to fear Unknown, but I am in love with you. No matter where I am, how I am, I will always have a special place for you

"I Love you with all my life, and it's not like you will ever know..."

                                     Pic courtesy: my little angel. Location: Home

" तू प्रेमी था
पर अनजान था
मैं प्रेम थी
पर अजनबी थी
कभी बादलों को देख
मेरे गेसूओं का
साया मांगता था तू
कभी अपनी गर्म साँसों में
मेरी साँसों की
गर्मी चाहता था तू
पूनम की रात में
चांदनी निहारता था
शायद इसी उम्मीद में
की मैं भी देखती होंगी
उस हसीं चाँद को 
तू महसूस कर पायेगा
उस लम्हे में
मेरे वज़ूद को अपने आस पास
बहुत कोशिश की मैंने
तुझे समझने की
तुझे जानने की
पर तू ठहरा
एक अनजान अजनबी
और अब मुझे
तू अनजान ही पसंद है...."
 
Translation:
 
"You were a lover
but were unknown
I was love
But stranger
Looking at dark clouds
You hope to spend time
Under the shadow of my
dark, long hairs
Sometimes you wished
to feel my breath
on your face
You use to look at
full moon in nights
Hoping
I may be also watching 
the full moon
You may, feel 
my presence in your life
I tried a lot
to understand you 
To know you more
But you are like
a stranger, an Unknown
And now,
I love this Unknown..." 

 

Friday, August 14, 2020

साया ( A shadow....)

Life's been hunky dory during these trying times, well actually it's always been like that. But for some it has become the tough times and for some, it's business as usual. Like me, I have always been in love, I am still in love and who knows if I remain like this till my last breath.

"Life is a journey, love is a path to that..."

Quiet...and now listen, can you hear a sound of someone being around you, can you feel someone close to you, so close that you can actually hear the breathing. Do you find it creepy, may be crazy sometimes? Don't worry, it's a shadow you love around you, yeah, it can be madness but madness is not to be despised and not to be feared but instead it is life.

I like my shadow, it reminds me that I exist and you too.

And this is for you and only you, no matter how far you go away, you can never get away from me, as I always feel the presence of your shadow with me. Not fair....

"Life has no rules, so does love....."

                         Pic courtesy: man in life, Location; en route Dhanaulti, Uttarakhand                         
 
"यूँ लगता है कभी 
लिपट गया है मुझसे 
तेरा साया कोई,
समां गए हो यूँ तुम 
यादों में मेरी 
जैसे गहरी साज़िशों में 
समां जाता है राज़ कोई,
सँवार जाते हो कभी ख्वाब मेरे 
जैसे आँखों में लगा देता है 
काजल कोई 
महक जाती हैं यादें मेरी 
जब दिख जाता है 
खिलता गुलाब कोई 
लौट जाती हैं यादें तुम्हारी 
जगा देता है जब नींद से कोई 
दर्द बनकर 
कुछ यूँ बहते हो तुम साँसों में मेरी 
जैसे शाँत सागर में 
टकरा जाती है 
लहरों की हूक कोई 
लिपटा रहने दो अब 
अपने इस साये को मुझसे 
जैसे बारिशों में 
बदन से लिपटी हो बूँद कोई...."
 
Translation:
 
I, sometimes feel you
around me
Like your shadow is near
and holding me,
You are so deep 
inside my heart
as if i am hiding
a secret 
You, make my dreams beautiful
as if I have used Kohl in my eyes
My memories smell good
when I see a blooming rose
Your memories run away from me
When somebody wakes me up
You run like pain inside me
when I breathe
As if some tide has 
hit the rocks
Let you leave 
your shadow around me now
Like a drop of rain
wrapped around me..."