Secret desires....for some they are secret for ever for some they exist only in dreams, for some they do not exist and for some they get to live'em.
For me, it was not that I was afraid of your touch but someday if you'll stop, i would never desire to be touched again by someone else. Let the scars on my heart remind me all the time that I have loved you selflessly and forgiving.
Stop smiling now, I know you are smiling while reading this and if you continue doing so, you will kill me, the secret is, I stop breathing when you look at me with those deep, intense eyes and smile.
Everything in this world is so small and little, the only thing big is " Desire"
"My secret desire is to be loved by you.....forever n ever n ever.....!!!"
For me, it was not that I was afraid of your touch but someday if you'll stop, i would never desire to be touched again by someone else. Let the scars on my heart remind me all the time that I have loved you selflessly and forgiving.
Stop smiling now, I know you are smiling while reading this and if you continue doing so, you will kill me, the secret is, I stop breathing when you look at me with those deep, intense eyes and smile.
Everything in this world is so small and little, the only thing big is " Desire"
"My secret desire is to be loved by you.....forever n ever n ever.....!!!"
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| Pic credit: as ever, Location : Holy Ganges at Rishikesh, Uttarakhand |
"तुम,
यूँ, अचानक, आज, यहाँ...
एक अरसा गुज़र गया
तुम से मिले हुए,
मुझे तो अब याद नहीं
पर क्या तुम भी भूल गए
उस समय के कुछ क़िस्से थे
वो भी सब फ़िज़ूल गए...
क्या करोगे अब जानकर
कि कैसी हूँ मैं ?
बहुत अरसा हुआ
खुद के बारे में
बातें किये हुए
सुनना चाहते हो तो सुनो
अब मुझे क्या पसंद है,
मुझे अब भी पसंद हैं
बारिशें, समुन्दर में उठती गिरती लहरें
तारों भरा आसमान, चांदनी रातें,
ऊंचे, घने देवदार, बर्फ के पहाड़
चहकती चिडियांएं, मुस्कुराते चेहरे
अच्छी किताबें और कॉफ़ी का प्याला,
ढलता हुआ सूरज, पुराने गाने
पर इन सब से ज़्यादा
आज भी, मुझे पसंद है
इस तहरीर का पहला लफ्ज़..."
"Translation:
"You,
Suddenly, here, today....!!
It's been ages,
when we met last...
I have missed so much of that time
But have you also forgotten,
The time, we spent
Memoirs from that period,
All is gone and missed....
Why? you want to know
How am I now....
It's been ages,
I haven't
Spoken about me
Still, if you wish to listen
Hear me, what I like now
I still love
Rains, the waves in the sea
a sky full of stars, moonlit nights,
Tall, dense, Deodar trees,
snowy mountains,
chirping birds, happy faces,
Good books & cup of coffee,
Sun sets and ol' music
But, what I still love most,
is the first word, of this Poem...."
