You are for me, forever n ever n ever....!!!

Do you know what it's like to love someone or what it's like to touch someone, or to feel someone in the void. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I am lucky enough to have you all along.

Life is what we make it, sometimes good, sometimes bad. No matter what,  we mess up at times. People come and people leave, but love stays. So, keep your head high and chin up, because love is a beautiful feeling, no matter what happens, it will always live in your heart.

You are my strength and courage, I don't know when I fell in love for you, or how or where? But all I remember is that without problems or pride, I love you; in this way because I do not know any other way of loving you.

You are not perfect and neither am I, but love sure is...!!!

Photo credit: by now you all must be knowing it :-) Location: Home

" डर नहीं लगता मुझे, अब किसी बात से,

ना टेढ़ी पगडंडियों से;

ना गहरे समुन्दरों से,

ना किसी अभिशाप से.......

इस जहाँ से छुपकर,

एक छाओं मुझे तुम दिए हो,

कह दो की आज तुम, मेरे लिए हो....

चाँद की चांदनी मेरी,

इस रात से अभिसार मेरा,

तुम मुझे अधिकार अधरों पर दिए हो
कह दो, आज तुम मेरे लिए हो....."

Translation:

"I am not scared of anything now

neither rough path, nor deep ocean

There is no fear of any curse now...

You have concealed me from this world

And embraced me in your arms

Say, that tonight, you are for me.... 

The moon and it's light is mine

the night of confluence

 When you touch me on lips

Say it again, that;

Tonight, you are for me..."

 

I want you to smile, every single time you look at me...!!!

Every morning I wake up early, get ready, rush to catch up on to some breakfast and leave for work. I have been doing it for years and years now, I am trying to make money, trying to meet ends, I do not wish to ask anything from anyone.

Most of us has been following this routine for years, but what we miss during this period is something precious.

We miss moments, we miss opportunities to build those moments, our work lives keeps us so busy that we give a miss to bonding, love takes a back seat in our lives.

I long for something else, I realized what I need most, when I am tired or when I feel lonely, when I sit alone gazing stars or when I roam around on empty roads, all I crave for is a warm hug from you, a warm touch on my cheek, my fingers filling the gap between your fingers, a long walk, a cup of coffee at some lonesome cafe at late night, a peaceful and quite drive with the hood down, where a chilly wind touch my face and my hairs are free.

I want you to smile, every single time you look at me. I want you to know how much I love you.

I just want you and nothing else from my life...!!!

Pic credit: an old friend, Location: Goa

 

"तुम्हारे तन की चंचल खुशबू से,

खुद को महकाने का,जी चाहता है,

अथाह सागर सी गहरी इन आँखों में,

डूब जाने को जी चाहता है,

अगर कह दो तुम,

चुरा लूं, संग तुम्हारे,

कुछ पलों को;

तुम्हारे संग बारिश में;

भीग जाने को जी चाहता है;

बांहों का तुम्हारी,

जो मिले सहारा,मेरे प्यार को,

तुम्हारे रोम रोम को,

होठों से अपने छूकर,

अपने प्यार को जताने का,

जी चाहता है,

गंगा सी निर्मल तुम्हारी छवि को,

जीवन भर के लिए,

अपने दिल में बिठाने को,

जी चाहता है...."

 

A part of me, will always be waiting for you...!!!

If love must come, may it come quickly, I have a life to live, and I would love to live it in best possible way. I will wait for you, my love!!

I know waiting is the toughest thing to do ever, and I want to get used to the feeling, knowing that you are with me, even though physically you are not at my side. I know, My Love! you are the part of my life, my dream, I have waited for you for thousand years, I'll wait thousand more.

All my life, I have waited for the moment, which will make this life complete, what else can do so then your name with me...!!! 

You can't wait for inspiration, but wait for love...

Pic credit: my husband, Location: The haunted fort of Bhangarh, Alwar (Rajasthan)

 

"तेरी मुस्कराहट से ही उगती है,

सवेरे की किरण,

तेरी नींद से ही बंद होती है,

यह खूबसूरत रात,

ये तेरी मासूमियत है,

या फिर सजदे में है, कोई फ़रिश्ता;

चिलमन उठती है,

तो यूँ उठती है नज़र, जैसे

नीली रात की

चुनरी के साए में शबनम,

और झुकती हैं तो बस, जैसे

सेज पर बैठी नयी दुल्हन,

तेरी आँखें, तेरी ख़ूबसूरत सी मासूम आँखें.......

समेट लेती हैं जब,

तेरी बाँहें मुझको,

और समेट लेती हैं मुझे, अपने वजूद में,

कितना हल्का महसूस होता है तब,

जैसे खुद से हज़ारों बोझ हट गए हों,

तेरी बाँहें, ये तेरी मज़बूत बाँहें...........

बातें उलझी हुई हैं,

मेरे सीने में,

लफ्ज़ अटके हुए हैं, होठों पर

हाथ कागज़ पर बैठते नहीं,

आ, मुझे अपनी बांहों में ले ले,

और अपनी आँखों से

कुछ सुकून दे दे,

कब से बैठी हूँ, तेरे इंतज़ार में,

अब तेरे नाम से ज्यादा;

मुक़म्मल, ज़िन्दगी क्या होगी...."

I am a wanderer...!!!

I am a romantic, and so is most of you, isn't it. Well, it's true, however our lives keeps us so busy to earn the livelihood, to make big in life that the love takes a back seat somewhere and the layers of dust (responsibilities) covers it up.

Let your memories take you in the flashback and you will find out that you were so carefree and easy going, you use to wander a lot, not that who all wander are lost but you were a free soul.

I find love is free in it's wildness, love is a wanderer,just like the drops of rain. Few of us are adventurers but I am a wanderer. Free from everything, living for being loved and to love...!!!

The real quest of wandering is not being to new places, but in having new way of looking and understanding...!!!

 

Pic credit: somebody unknown, Location: Raja ki Baoli, New Delhi

 

"बेमतलब मन कि उधेड़ बुन,
बेमतलब ही मन  उदास था,
बेमतलब ही गुमसुम गुमसुम,
भटक रहा कुछ आस पास था;
झीनी झीनी से बूँदें अब चेहरे पर नवजीवन भरती,
और अनमनी सी लट पर गिर
लटक लटक अठखेली करती;
कैद उमंगें थी जिनमे वह,
अंतर के बंधन खुलते हैं,
और मस्त इन बौछारों में,
मैल  सभी के मन के धुलते हैं,
होठों पर अब मंद मंद मुस्कान है,

बंद पलकों में बस, तुम्हारा ही नाम है,

अब लगता है,

बेमतलब ही मन उदास था,

बेमतलब ही भटक रहा कुछ आस पास था....."

 

 

There is nothing like searching...!!!

Never stop searching.

I don't know, who all reads my blogs, although I do get the data country wise (where all people have opened the link) but who are the people, I have no idea at all. But that does not stop me from searching statistics to find out the readers. That never stops me from searching myself within and to write more. Search should never end...!

Similarly one should never stop searching for the like minded people, add as many of them in your life, because they will always be the pillar of strength for you. And there is nothing more beautiful on this earth to have such people around.

The moments change everything, for a lover finding the soul mate is the most beautiful moment, for a mother having a child in her arms is the most beautiful moment on this earth. So, keep searching, search your soul, search for your soulmate, search for memories to cherish life long, almost nothing to be left when you search within.

You find treasure in places you have not searched, you find beauty when you don't look for it, you learn from unwanted journeys, it's bliss to have such experiences in life.

Keep searching, because this all led us to our eternal love...!!!

Pic credit: my husband, Location: somewhere in Landaur (a small hill town), Uttarakhand

 

"आरज़ू है तेरी एक झलक पाने की

तेरे संग जीने की, तेरे संग मर जाने की,

जानती हूँ,है प्यार तुम्हे भी मुझसे इतना

जितनी है गहराई इन आँखों में सागर छुपाने की,

बिता लूँ कुछ घड़ियाँ मैं भी संग तेरे

की बहुत आरज़ू है तेरा साथ पाने की ,

उन पलों को सजो लूँगी मैं,

उन्ही के सहारे उम्र भर जी लूंगी मैं,

तू ही है वो जो छू रहा दिल का हर अहसास है,

अब तो आजा क़रीब

की इन साँसों को बस तेरी ही तलाश है,

बस तेरी ही तलाश है...."

We'll always remember, Tonight...!!!

Something came to my mind and I started humming the words,

Can you feel the love tonight?
The peace the evening brings
The world, for once, in perfect harmony
With all its living things......

Yeah, you are right, it's from a movie from 90's, "The Lion King", a beautiful song by Sir Elton John and Tim Rice, " Can you feel the love tonight".

For a change, I saw the words in a different context today, and this is for all of you out there who believes in true love, who lives for love and one who waits for love, don't give up, keep searching your soul and your soul mate.

Once you find your love, do everything possible to keep the relationship fresh, as fresh as the first time, when you met, when you embraced your love in your arms, when you let the heart do the talking, when you were all eager to hear out till the dawn, when you thought, Oh Lord, let there be no end to this night.

Remember, somewhere inside of you there will always be the person, you have been that night...!!!

 

Pic credit: my husband, Location: a friend's wedding

 

" ये दिल है मेरा

एक खाली मकान सा

सुना है आएगा तू

आज की रात

इसे बसायेगा तू ,

होगी कितनी अनोखी

सपनों की रात

जब मिलेगी मंज़िल

आज की रात ,

क़ैद थी अब तक

बंद डिब्बों में उमंगें

खाली कमरे से दिल में

खाली थे अरमान

होगी अब चन्दन की सुरभि

दीयों की लौ

आज की रात,

एक मीठा अहसास

एक मीठा सन्नाटा

सपनों की रात

हौसलों की रात,

एक अनोखे मुसाफिर के साथ

एक नए सफर की रात

आज की रात,

फूलों की चादर

एक ठंडा झोंका

मदहोश चांदनी

टिमटिमाते तारे

गूँजेंगे सन्नाटे

होगा मधुर विश्वास

आज की रात,

खुद में सिमटती मैं

उड़ते हुए क़दम

बेपनाह इंतज़ार

न आएगी दोबारा

ऐसी मधु मिलन की रात

कैसी अनोखी होगी

आज की रात....."

Translation:

Oh! this heart of mine be an empty house,

i hear; to settle this adobe

you shall come tonight.

Oh! how wondrous, dreamy be this night, 

the destiny yearned be reached tonight.

immured was ecstasy, as if in boxes,

empty heart,empty room, empty of desires

now be fragrant as sandalwood;

bright from lights of many lamps,

this be the night, tonight.

sweet ardour, mellow is the silence,

a dreamy night, night be spirited,

a journey new, compeer sans compare

this be the night, tonight.

draped in flowers a whiff of breeze,

oh! heady! the moonshine, the sparkling stars, 

echos mellow the silence, sweet is this trust

this be the night, tonight. 

I embrace myself as my heart flies

Oh! a wait this long ,won't come again, 
this night, we meet; the sweet embrace

oh! wondrous be the night, tonight...!!!